Sunday, October 7, 2012

The best wish from the best person I've ever known...

There's nothing, in my life that is more special than knowing you, and watching you grow, both physically and mentally. I hope that we could really spend time together more often in the future, build our home (though separately) and help each other in whatever circumstances. You, are my greatest gift of life which I have treasured the most. I have also, loved you from the 1st day I saw you, up till today, and I hope it'll last even after the 100th birthdays. My love has always been for you, not for anyone else, then, now, and forever.

 

***Thank you sweetheart...

Monday, July 9, 2012

After 3 years.....


Sekejap gile rase....dah 3 tahun dah aku belajo kat UiTM nih....hadoiyai...sumpah mcm2 dugaan lahai ya ampunnn nk habiskan belajo kat sini...mula2 ingt senangggggg je nk blaja kat U..tp nan hado...sape ckp amek meskom senang huh???aku tampo mulut dia ngn kasut terompah surau..!!
       Xtidoq malam siapkan asgnmts (sape suruh buat last minit kannn) dh jd benda biasa kat sini…Sampai tahap merepeat paper pun ade…Benci sunggoh la!!Tp kalau difikirkan balik, banyak sebenarnya pengalaman berharga yg aku dpt kat UiTM Shah Alam nie…
       Kalau orang tanye aku, ape yg aku belajar kat UiTM nih, mmg sebulan pon x habis..mcm2 benda la aku belajar…Yg baik n yg xbaik semua ada…Dari saiz pinggang 29 tros jd 32. Dari berat 61 kg sampai la jd 72 kg..Kat sini jugak la aku belajar berdikari, mcm mana nk gosok baju sendiri, mcm mana nk masak megi guna iron, mcm mane nk survive time xde duit (dah biasa) n yg penting mcm mana nk hidup..Yes..!! I learn a lot here..!! And aku jugak belajar sayang orang kat sini…Aku rase kalau aku ade anak nnt(aminnnnn) aku nk cerita kat diorg pengalaman aku kat U nih sampai diorg naik muntah nk dengar…Sedih pulak rasa nk tinggalkan UiTM nih..Dulu kemain lg nk habis cepat..Pastu td tengok2 blk gambar ngn kwn2 sekelas time awal2 masuk dulu, serius nk nanges…
       Kat sini jugakla aku rase pedih ya amat kne tipu, kne tikam dr belakang, kne reject asgnmts dll…Sampai 1 tahap tu mmg mcm nk gantung diri kat kipas gune langsir…*Erk!! Tp nasib baik aku still ade kwn2 yg wujud time aku susah…N di sinilah aku belajar erti kawan sejati yg sgt susah nk jumpe… Aku still ingat lg ade sorang hamba Allah ni pernah ckp kat aku time aku sgt2 stress tahap moksya dulu.. “Kita x taw apa ganjaran yang Allah bakal berikan kat kita selepas semua dugaan yg Dia timpakan kpd semua hambanya, termasuk kau Tiko. Tp kita kena ingat setiap apa yg terjadi tu mesti tuhan nk jadikan kita manusia lebih baik.Allah tu kan maha mengetahui lagi maha bijaksana…” N berpegang kepada kata2 hamba Allah ni lah aku masih bertahan sampai la sekarang……..memang menusuk kalbu beb ayat die…dah la die ckp tu lps azan subuh…
       Ape yg aku nk ckp disini, pengalaman yg kite dapat tu x semestinye manis belaka…Pengalaman2 dan ilmu ni la yg perlu kita kutip n kita guna nanti supaya menjadi org yg berjaya kelak*Chewah!!Semoga aku n kawan2 aku sentiasa dilindungi Allah n berjaya sokmo!! May God bless ya’ll!!!
Xoxo,
Tiko
my beloved classmates..!!

Sunday, July 8, 2012

My Cutie cat..Cats...


Dear Love......


 Before you go through with this, I want to remind you of September 26th, 2009. it was the first time that i saw you. you were reading less than zero, you were wearing a guns and roses t shirt. i'd never seen anything so beautiful. i remember thinking that i had to have you or i'd die. and you whispered that you loved me at the homecoming dance, and i felt so peaceful and safe, because i knew that no matter what happened, from that day on, nothing could ever be that bad because i had you.
-17 Again

Nothing....just pictures...


Friday, June 8, 2012

The 7 Wills...

7 wasiat Raja-Raja Melayu...

 1)Kami namakan dan kami panggil akan dia, bumi yang kamu pijak dan langit yang kamu junjung Persekutuan Tanah Melayu (sekarang dikenali dengan nama Malaysia).

 2) Kami isytiharkan dan kami simpan untuk kamu dan kami benarkan kamu isytihar dan simpan untuk anak cucu kamu, selain gunung-ganang, tasik dan hutan simpan, Tanah simpanan Melayu sehingga nisbah 50 peratus, selebihnya kamu rebutlah bersama-sama kaum lain.

 3)Bagi menjaga kamu dan bagi melindungi anak cucu kami serta harta milik kamu, kami tubuhkan Rejiman Askar Melayu selain untuk membanteras kekacauan dalam negara dan ancaman dari luar negara.

 4)Kami kekalkan dan kami jamin kerajaan dan kedaulatan raja-raja Melayu memerintah negara ini.

5) Kami isytiharkan Islam adalah agama Persekutuan.

6) Kami tetapkan bahasa kebangsaan ialah bahasa Melayu.

7) Kami amanahkan dan kami pertanggungjawabkan kepada raja-raja Melayu untuk melindungi kedudukan istimewa orang Melayu dan kepentingan sah kaum-kaum lain (kemudian ditambah kedudukan istimewa anak negeri Sabah dan Sarawak).

Friday, February 17, 2012

HEY..!! DON'T HATE ME - IM BETTER THAN WHAT YOU THINK..!!









Thanx V sbb edit gambar nie!!

lalala......


          The day I decided to end our relationship with YOU, that’s when I died, once and for all. I lived in a body without feelings nor emotions….And that’s when I committed all the evil and stupidity.

          Sometimes, I think how it would have been if I was nothing but a small cute fucking doll, always hugged and loved by everyone. And I also thought how good it would have been if I was a cloud – white and pristine, untouchable but visible. Or if I was a camera, that only records pictures of fun and joy.

          And... at that moment and time when YOU told me you loved me, my body came back to life, full of spirit, strength and love, like a blooming flower in the morning. And I change myself into this new person; with the will to relearn the meaning of life. I feel in my effort,  I will succeed from my failure.




I am sorry for not being able to be a perfect person in the eyes of people, especially YOURS…But I can only give this meagre love to you until God decides to stop my time, here on earth…May our love be strong, sturdy and still forever……..


I love YOU…….

Saturday, February 4, 2012

Je dédie cette chanson à quelqu'un qui est vraiment spéciale dans mon coeur ..


Je dédie cette chanson à quelqu'un qui est vraiment spéciale dans mon coeur .. 
i dedicate this song to someone who is really special in my heart...
CHRISTINA PERRi- “A THOUSAND YEARS”
HEART BEATS FAST, COLOURS AND PROMISES,
HOW TO BE BRAVE, HOW CAN I LOVE WHEN IM AFRAID TO FALL,
BUT WATCHING YOU STAND ALONE
ALL OF MY DOUBT SUDDENLY GOES AWAY,
SOMEHOW ONE STEP CLOSER

I HAVE DIED EVERYDAY WAITING FOR YOU
DARLIN’ DON’T BE AFRAID,
I HAVE LOVED YOU FOR A THOUSAND YEARS,
I’LL LOVE YOU FOR A THOUSAND MORE….

TIME STANDS STILL BEAUTY I KNOW SHE IS,
I WILL BE BRAVE I WILL NOT LET ANYTHING
TAKE AWAY WHAT STANDING IN FRONT OF ME,
EVERY BREATHE, EVERY HOUR HAS COME TO THIS…
ONE STEP CLOSER…..

I HAVE DIED EVERYDAY WAITING FOR YOU
DARLIN’ DON’T BE AFRAID,
I HAVE LOVED YOU FOR A THOUSAND YEARS,
I’LL LOVE YOU FOR A THOUSAND MORE….

AND ALL ALONG I BELIEVED I WOULD FIND YOU
TIME HAS BROUGHT YOUR HEART TO ME,
I HAVE LOVED YOU FOR A THOUSAND YEARS,
I’LL LOVE YOU FOR A THOUSAND MORE…

ONE STEP CLOSER, ONE STEP CLOSER,

I HAVE DIED EVERYDAY WAITING FOR YOU
DARLIN’ DON’T BE AFRAID,
I HAVE LOVED YOU FOR A THOUSAND YEARS,
I’LL LOVE YOU FOR A THOUSAND MORE…

                              christina perri..a thousand years..