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Saturday, February 25, 2012
Friday, February 17, 2012
lalala......
The day I decided to end our
relationship with YOU, that’s when I died, once and for all. I lived in a body
without feelings nor emotions….And that’s when I committed all the evil and
stupidity.
Sometimes, I think how it would have
been if I was nothing but a small cute fucking doll, always hugged and loved by
everyone. And I also thought how good it would have been if I was a cloud –
white and pristine, untouchable but visible. Or if I was a camera, that only
records pictures of fun and joy.
And... at that moment and time when
YOU told me you loved me, my body came back to life, full of spirit, strength and
love, like a blooming flower in the morning. And I change myself into this new
person; with the will to relearn the meaning of life. I feel in my effort, I will succeed from my failure.
I am sorry for not being able to be
a perfect person in the eyes of people, especially YOURS…But I can only give
this meagre love to you until God decides to stop my time, here on earth…May
our love be strong, sturdy and still forever……..
I love YOU…….
Saturday, February 4, 2012
Je dédie cette chanson à quelqu'un qui est vraiment spéciale dans mon coeur ..
Je dédie cette chanson à
quelqu'un qui est vraiment spéciale
dans mon coeur ..
i dedicate this song to someone who is really special in my heart...
CHRISTINA PERRi-
“A THOUSAND YEARS”
HEART
BEATS FAST, COLOURS AND PROMISES,
HOW
TO BE BRAVE, HOW CAN I LOVE WHEN IM AFRAID TO FALL,
BUT
WATCHING YOU STAND ALONE
ALL
OF MY DOUBT SUDDENLY GOES AWAY,
SOMEHOW
ONE STEP CLOSER
I
HAVE DIED EVERYDAY WAITING FOR YOU
DARLIN’
DON’T BE AFRAID,
I
HAVE LOVED YOU FOR A THOUSAND YEARS,
I’LL
LOVE YOU FOR A THOUSAND MORE….
TIME
STANDS STILL BEAUTY I KNOW SHE IS,
I
WILL BE BRAVE I WILL NOT LET ANYTHING
TAKE
AWAY WHAT STANDING IN FRONT OF ME,
EVERY
BREATHE, EVERY HOUR HAS COME TO THIS…
ONE
STEP CLOSER…..
I
HAVE DIED EVERYDAY WAITING FOR YOU
DARLIN’
DON’T BE AFRAID,
I
HAVE LOVED YOU FOR A THOUSAND YEARS,
I’LL
LOVE YOU FOR A THOUSAND MORE….
AND
ALL ALONG I BELIEVED I WOULD FIND YOU
TIME
HAS BROUGHT YOUR HEART TO ME,
I
HAVE LOVED YOU FOR A THOUSAND YEARS,
I’LL
LOVE YOU FOR A THOUSAND MORE…
ONE
STEP CLOSER, ONE STEP CLOSER,
I
HAVE DIED EVERYDAY WAITING FOR YOU
DARLIN’
DON’T BE AFRAID,
I
HAVE LOVED YOU FOR A THOUSAND YEARS,
I’LL
LOVE YOU FOR A THOUSAND MORE…
Thursday, February 2, 2012
I MISS MY CHILDHOOD...
Td, waktu jalan-jalan kat area
kampong, aku ade nmpak sorang budak laki ni cute gile..(jgn salah paham oi) dok
cakap sorang-sorang sambil pegang aiskrim Malaysia- yg dlm plastic mcm kondom
tuh..disebabkan aku bosan n xde keje nk buat, aku pun menghampiri (cheh ayat
skema doe) budak tu.. “hye hadeeq..buat apo sajoh?” “xde ape2…just cakap dengan semut..”
“huh….moteep ckp ngn semut…mcm la die paham ape adik ckp..” “biar la iman nk
ckp dengan semut. Ckp dengan org bukan dpt pahala pun…..” ok….aku sentap n
terkesima ok!!(terguna ayat kekakak jap)….erk…ok…nama adik tu iman…pastu aku nk
cover malu aku ckp la kat die aku nk blanja die aiskrim n cekelat..(mentang2
bapak aku ade kedai runcit kan)haha..”ok…tp abg kena belanja semut ni sekali
tau…” baikla dik….ko hamek je ape2 ko nak…bkn aku bayar pon…kedai bapak aku
kann..haha…
Lepas belanja budak tu aiskrim
pop n apollo yg coklat tu, aku nmpk iman pegi balik kat tempat semut td….dia
bukak plastic Apollo tu sampil cubit sikit-sikit kek tu n kasi kat “semut”
katenye…”semut. Mkn banyak-banyak tau, lpsni boleh jd kuat…” aku pun biarkan budak tu
sorang-sorang…malas nk kacau… imaginasi tinggi melampau…ntah ape la yg
budak-budak yg xde dosa ni fikir kan…mesti mcm xde masalah je….hurm..best
gile..
kecik2 dulu saye comel oo..haha |
Then, I realise one thing – betul
jgk ape budak tu ckp td… cakap dengan manusia pun kadang-kadang menambah dosa
ja. Lebih-lebih lg kalaw jumpak kawan yg kaki gossip tahap moksya
nauzubillah…memang berbakul la dosa lps tu… ckp dengan parents pun kadang-kadang kita
tinggi suara bagai..dah dapat dosa..(jd ustaz jap)haha…pastu aku teringat zaman
aku sebaya adik tu….aku pun lbh kurang mcm dia gak….dulu aku suka ckp dengan
kumbang, buat rumah guna batu n pebbles kat binatang tu(kononnya mcm dlm cerita
a bug’s life), sembang dengan arnab, buat topeng nk jadi power rangers,
bla3x…!!!!! best gile mase tu…and yg penting xpayah nk fikir masalah duniawi
sgt…paling teruk pun kena marah dgn parents…lpstu nangis, tido n bangun tido
dah xingat dah……nak sangat aku jadi mcm tu….malas gile nk jd org dewasa
nie…bnyk benda kne fikir, tanggungjawab makin berat, n yg penting masalah makin
bertimbun……
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