Friday, February 17, 2012

HEY..!! DON'T HATE ME - IM BETTER THAN WHAT YOU THINK..!!









Thanx V sbb edit gambar nie!!

lalala......


          The day I decided to end our relationship with YOU, that’s when I died, once and for all. I lived in a body without feelings nor emotions….And that’s when I committed all the evil and stupidity.

          Sometimes, I think how it would have been if I was nothing but a small cute fucking doll, always hugged and loved by everyone. And I also thought how good it would have been if I was a cloud – white and pristine, untouchable but visible. Or if I was a camera, that only records pictures of fun and joy.

          And... at that moment and time when YOU told me you loved me, my body came back to life, full of spirit, strength and love, like a blooming flower in the morning. And I change myself into this new person; with the will to relearn the meaning of life. I feel in my effort,  I will succeed from my failure.




I am sorry for not being able to be a perfect person in the eyes of people, especially YOURS…But I can only give this meagre love to you until God decides to stop my time, here on earth…May our love be strong, sturdy and still forever……..


I love YOU…….

Saturday, February 4, 2012

Je dédie cette chanson à quelqu'un qui est vraiment spéciale dans mon coeur ..


Je dédie cette chanson à quelqu'un qui est vraiment spéciale dans mon coeur .. 
i dedicate this song to someone who is really special in my heart...
CHRISTINA PERRi- “A THOUSAND YEARS”
HEART BEATS FAST, COLOURS AND PROMISES,
HOW TO BE BRAVE, HOW CAN I LOVE WHEN IM AFRAID TO FALL,
BUT WATCHING YOU STAND ALONE
ALL OF MY DOUBT SUDDENLY GOES AWAY,
SOMEHOW ONE STEP CLOSER

I HAVE DIED EVERYDAY WAITING FOR YOU
DARLIN’ DON’T BE AFRAID,
I HAVE LOVED YOU FOR A THOUSAND YEARS,
I’LL LOVE YOU FOR A THOUSAND MORE….

TIME STANDS STILL BEAUTY I KNOW SHE IS,
I WILL BE BRAVE I WILL NOT LET ANYTHING
TAKE AWAY WHAT STANDING IN FRONT OF ME,
EVERY BREATHE, EVERY HOUR HAS COME TO THIS…
ONE STEP CLOSER…..

I HAVE DIED EVERYDAY WAITING FOR YOU
DARLIN’ DON’T BE AFRAID,
I HAVE LOVED YOU FOR A THOUSAND YEARS,
I’LL LOVE YOU FOR A THOUSAND MORE….

AND ALL ALONG I BELIEVED I WOULD FIND YOU
TIME HAS BROUGHT YOUR HEART TO ME,
I HAVE LOVED YOU FOR A THOUSAND YEARS,
I’LL LOVE YOU FOR A THOUSAND MORE…

ONE STEP CLOSER, ONE STEP CLOSER,

I HAVE DIED EVERYDAY WAITING FOR YOU
DARLIN’ DON’T BE AFRAID,
I HAVE LOVED YOU FOR A THOUSAND YEARS,
I’LL LOVE YOU FOR A THOUSAND MORE…

                              christina perri..a thousand years..

Thursday, February 2, 2012

I MISS MY CHILDHOOD...


Td, waktu jalan-jalan kat area kampong, aku ade nmpak sorang budak laki ni cute gile..(jgn salah paham oi) dok cakap sorang-sorang sambil pegang aiskrim Malaysia- yg dlm plastic mcm kondom tuh..disebabkan aku bosan n xde keje nk buat, aku pun menghampiri (cheh ayat skema doe) budak tu.. “hye hadeeq..buat apo sajoh?”  “xde ape2…just cakap dengan semut..” “huh….moteep ckp ngn semut…mcm la die paham ape adik ckp..” “biar la iman nk ckp dengan semut. Ckp dengan org bukan dpt pahala pun…..” ok….aku sentap n terkesima ok!!(terguna ayat kekakak jap)….erk…ok…nama adik tu iman…pastu aku nk cover malu aku ckp la kat die aku nk blanja die aiskrim n cekelat..(mentang2 bapak aku ade kedai runcit kan)haha..”ok…tp abg kena belanja semut ni sekali tau…” baikla dik….ko hamek je ape2 ko nak…bkn aku bayar pon…kedai bapak aku kann..haha…

Lepas belanja budak tu aiskrim pop n apollo yg coklat tu, aku nmpk iman pegi balik kat tempat semut td….dia bukak plastic Apollo tu sampil cubit sikit-sikit kek tu n kasi kat “semut” katenye…”semut. Mkn banyak-banyak tau, lpsni boleh  jd kuat…” aku pun biarkan budak tu sorang-sorang…malas nk kacau… imaginasi tinggi melampau…ntah ape la yg budak-budak yg xde dosa ni fikir kan…mesti mcm xde masalah je….hurm..best gile..